change

I don't like change right? But I am constantly in a state of change. That is how God has created us. To be transformed from one degree of glory to another. Meaning we will be continually molded by our wonderful Father until he takes us into glorious heaven above.

But, when I choose a change, I love it. Ususally. Until my set of plans are not completed as expected. All I want is for things to go my way, how I chose, once, just once. My mind's eye has this beautiful vision of how things will go and how they will look, and how they should be. When real life doesn't live up to my expectations, I have been known to unravel. (Lord help me to keep it together).